Many people fear
being alone, and I myself have made this mistake before. It hasn't been until
recently that I've allowed myself to discover the beauty of independent
adaptation. In reality, I have always been a strong-minded person whose gone
lengths to provide for myself. I never thought there would be a time in my
life where I looked for the approval of others in order to make my own
decisions. After a friend I confided many secrets in left this earth, my
conscious found itself in quite the predicament when attempting to differentiate "right" and "wrong." I soon learned that life is about making decisions and hesitating is the worst thing one could do.
I made a choice 2
weeks ago that reflects how far I've come since last year. What feels like little
time has actually been quite a while. My goal before arriving in Colombia was to
make an attempt to see as much of the country as possible before departing back
to the homeland. Although my list of traveled cities was not looking too
shabby, I decided I needed to make an even bolder move. I've spent the last 2
months moving from east to west, exploring la costa Atlántico. In order to
respect the goals I originally created for myself, I had to take a greater
leap.
Not even five days before the planned date, I discovered there
was a group of travelers organizing to go to a
desert in the far south of the country. Now I had no idea who these people were, but the moment I saw the departamento
location I knew this was the leap I was striving for. Far away from the coast
is where I needed to go, no matter how long the trek. Maybe its because I was born in the home of the brave, but I sensed deep in my gut that I needed to do something rash and spontaneous.
Boarding the bus in
Bogotá-which took quite an effort to find since I had no idea who I was
looking for-I already found myself making new friends. To be honest, it is quite
difficult to not get along with fellow
travelers because we all have a common
fixation on experiencing new and exciting things. It wasn't long until I
realized I was not the only one who jumped at the opportunity to be a +1 on
this desert adventure.
When you're in such
a majestic place, it's easy to acquaint intimate moments with each person. Smaller interactions with people remain just as profound in my
memory as time spent during planned activities. Throughout these
occurrences, I sparked a special young friendship with a
French/Colombian girl who had taken the same leap as me on her own.
I've spent a good
chunk of my life learning to ride both Western and English styles.
Hell, bring me a horse free of man-made leather and I will be able to control it
bareback style while using its mane as the reins. When my friends and I were offered
to ride in the desert for 2 hours for only $30 mil pesos ($10 USD), we had no
choice but to accept. It had been a few years since I found myself on the back
of a horse, but the moment I mounted her everything I learned from the past
came back to me.
The Tatacoa desert
is the second largest arid zone in all of Colombia. Now that we had a better
means of travel than our feet, we had no excuse but to explore as much as
possible within the 2 hour time frame. Gianchacata was a rowdy horse, but for
this I am glad. She always knew when the time was right to take off with a
gallop. The ground may not have always been flat, but it was even more fun to
test her agility when racing up and down the rigid hills of clay. The trotting
would start up whenever another horse came into sight, or there was an
indication that a scenic spot was approaching our path.
There was a moment
when all of the horses in the group became in sync with each others' gallops,
feeding into the adrenalin of the riders. The joyful screams of
"YEEEEHHHAAAWWW!!!!" from my friends, triggered memories of my time spent
in the southern USA. The familiar chants brought me home by filling the void of
longingness for family and friends. I am thankful for Ginachacata
because she provided so much more than a ride through the desert. Most of all,
I am glad to have spent this moment with people I had grown comfortable with
after such little time.
White noise engulfed
the interior of the bus back to Bogotá as each exhausted traveler slept to
regain the energy used on this magnificent journey. So far, this has been the
best decision I've made during my travels in Colombia. I gained adventurous new
friends over the course of a weekend, who I hope to keep close to my heart.
Most importantly, I now have reassurance that making more bold decisions while
I am here is the best thing I can do throughout the rest of my journey.
Keep it coming sweetheart, I love reading your posts. Such good stuff, so well written! Miss you and love you!❤️
ReplyDeleteThank you! I miss you all too and send lots of love ❤
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